the threads in her head

I pretty much don't trust myself anymore.

They say trust is a valuable gift, a precious present, and one should be careful about who you give it to.

Well, after much evaluation, I think I can't give it to myself. Which speaks a load really, for if I don't even trust myself, who can? Who can put their faith in someone still so impressionable, so easily shaken, so indecisive. I don't trust myself. I believe that I'm unable to trust myself. Should I trust this belief and thus not give the gift of trust to myself?

Hahaha.

oh. I've just lost my train of thoughts..

Told you I can't trust myself.