Why did I even bother? Why did I try baring my heart in hopes that there'll be mutual support and encouragement?
It hurts to be an initiator, especially when you mean it in absolute truth. At least I was prepared. The blow would have been a stinging slap if I hadn't prepared my shield. After some time the shield cracked though, as expected of old unused things.
Meanwhile he goes chop chop, let's move on.
To familiarise myself with the shield again or not? Hmm.
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Isolation appeals greatly to the independent mind and soul, and even more greatly to pride. Pride sees a super charming deal that glitters and glow with full appeal.
After all, why drag you into the pain too? Better me suffering, than two suffering. Heaven forbid that I should ever drag you down when you're feeling happy, that I should ever spoil a good day of yours! Never should my trouble take time away from your day, for you to be unable to continue with your work, for you to be all distracted.
Always always, rather me than you. Rather one than two. Rather one person in pain than two in so. Rather rather rather...
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