the chicken-wing mentality-

I am by nature quite a contradictory person. Sometimes sensitive to the nuances of feelings, sometimes...

Let's just say the personality report said, I can be sometimes insensitive, and enter situations expecting to be accepted.

So sometimes I want a chicken wing, but all there is a chicken drumstick.

And I always forget that both of them are still chicken, and thus don't fully appreciate it.

I'm sorry dear, and I do realise it.

But forgive me too and consider that, sometimes, I would rather go for something else entirely than have the chicken drumstick anymore?

I wish you joy, much joy, great joy.

There are some people who pace themselves, who weigh which is more important, which should be set aside for the moment, and which should be handled now.

Then there are those, who live in the moment, and give their all as much as they can when they can.

Sometimes, they burn out.

Sometimes I cry a little to myself because I'm reminded of how love nearly died.

"the truth is everyone is going to end up hurting you. you just got to find the people worth suffering for.- bob marley"

I remember a guy, who when I first installed my hugs button, spammed it, and shot the number up to 1000plus in one day.

But more clearly, I remember a guy who really hugged me when I felt faint, queasy, tired, a guy who spins magic worlds with words, who reminds me, gets me to think, properly, clearly, to reflect on what I want and what I need, who tells me to pray, always, who is cold to me so that I would learn.

And I love, love him.

When he admits "I don't know what to say, but we can fix this" and he actually follows through.

I love you dear, but I really wish you could just say that, and tear the wall down, and reconcile everything with just a single word.

we.